
MY HEART AF REBIRTH STORY PART I
[ HOW MY HEART SURGERY ACTIVATED ME ONTO THE HEART AF PATH TO DISCOVER, LOVE AND BE WHO I AM.]

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MY HEART AF STORY & MISSION​
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​I once was so afraid TO BE WHO I AM & disconnected from my true self, that
I had a hole in my heart (literally & metaphorically).
IT WAS Moments before my heart surgery in 2010,
THAT I thought to myself, "I can't die. I was never truly alive."
That's when I realised,
"Shit - this hole time, I've been caged by my mind"
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From then on, I was activated to intentionally embark on a deep heart-healing journey so I can break-THROUGH the walls that once kept me CLOSED, suppressed, guarded, un-full filled, you name it. From the stories and limiting BELIEFS (within my conservative culture & society's)that MADE ME feel ashamed, fearful, unworthy, unloved, and not enough to to BE who I am.
Ultimately, whatever that kept me from truly connecting,
FEEL-IN, loving and ultimately BEING…(IN MY HEART)
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That's when heARTistic self-expression SAVED my ASS.
Basically, my heart pulled me towards writing, painting, dancing, music,
in order to freely feel and express myself... something I never
allowed myself to experience prior!
IT WAS HEART-OPENING,
​To the point where it started shifting my fearful way of thinking, and enabled me to TRUST in myself and LIFE a little more... I started (hearing) & letting my BADASS heart Coeurageously lead me towards an unconventional path of truths, alive af experiences, desires & dreams I didn’t know I had deeply suppressed...
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From QUITTIN' SCHOOL to LIFE UNIVERSITY, creatin’ heARTistic fundraising "dance your heart out" events to ‘pursuin’ a career in acting & stunts, to fast forward pandemic times: choosing to, embrace my fluid sexuality via coming out on youtube to my asian family, stand in my truth by saying no to the v, travel to costa rica & sit w/ mother ayahuasca for the first time, to selling most of my sh!t and pretty much leave behind my past identity, life, acting/stunts career, to LEAP onto the “unknown” journey w/ no map as a digital nomad, now dope vibe branding & expression coach, heartist/heart af activator & facilitator…
MY MISSION? GROW THE HEARTAF CONSCIOUSNESS…
[where we can lead from our heart & be who we are
= heal the fearful world w/ OUR love frequency]
With that said, through personalized creative HEARTAF activating experiences; Emotional Alchemy, FREEstyle HeARTistic self-expression & Embodiment (ie. The True Warrior GODDESS archetype),
Human Design, Astrology & Reiki, I intuitively guide
DOPE souls to GROW their HEART AF VIBE so they can
breakthrough FEAR of the mind, and STEP INto
WHO they came here to BE.
ALIVE AF.
Afterall, our DOPEST REALITY BEGINS
WITHIN the HEART…
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DARE TO #GrowHeartAF?
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Vibe w/ me on a heartaf call here
Peace & Much love,
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CHRISTINE,
The Spiritual G x
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